
My obsession with rooftops began when I was in seventh grade. At that time I was enrolled in an international school in Jakarta, Indonesia and lived in an apartment directly above the embassy which my father worked for.
One day I found my way to the laundry room, which was also on the top floor. I have always been a very curious person, but at thirteen my curiosity rivaled that of a
Macaque's. At the corner of the laundry room I noticed an iron spiral staircase which led up to a closed door. The closed door sent my imagination racing. I began imagining a portal to a lost world, colorful and all my own.
The curiosity and unstoppable surge of colorful imagery overwhelmed me and before I knew it, the cold railing sent a wave of adrenaline through my body leaving behind a trail of goosebumps on my skin from my fingertips down my spine and back up again raising the hairs on the back of my neck.
I opened the door as the sun was falling beyond the horizon and the flood of orange light enveloped me as the rush of warm, humid air carried the
sound of the
Adhan from the minaret of a nearby mosque. I was instantly carried away into another world.
The door slammed shut behind me but I could not hear it, I was enthralled by what I had discovered and all I heard was the
muezzin calling everyone in for prayer. I found my portal, it was all my own. I spent many hours after dinner watching the sun go down and listening to the sounds of Jakarta life, breathing all around me. Jakarta is a huge city and from my vantage point it seemed the city was chasing the sinking sun into the horizon, leading my eyes to the silhouette of
Monas, Jakarta's National Monument, surrounded by mosque spires reaching for the heavens. As the night crept in, the city lights began to illuminate and the endless stream of traffic on the raised highways stained the night red and yellow as it flowed by.
I spent many happy sunsets on that roof coupled with very sad ones over my last two years in Indonesia. An unusual calm would always take over me regardless of preset emotions which I would carry with me up those spiral stairs. As soon as I opened that door, those emotions would just fly away.
My last memory of this beautiful place was at the moment our driver began loading up our car to drive us to the airport on our last day in Indonesia. I ran to my rooftop and stayed there until the very last minute. I could hear my mother calling out my name several times from our balcony below but, as always when on the roof, all I truly heard was Jakarta. I focused on every detail of the horizon. I remember never wanting to forget it. All I have is this memory and thank God for that, because with it comes the feeling of being there once again. For a moment the walls of my Washington, DC apartment disappear and the Jakarta I knew emerges before me every time I conjure up this distant memory.